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on my mind

I’d Love to Know

February 24, 2010

I knew this guy in college. He wasn’t attractive by traditional standards. He was short, a little out of shape, kind of funny looking, actually. But he always had a woman on his arm (or in his bed). These women were all spectacular in one way or another. Smart, creative beautiful women. And they flocked [...]

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hi

February 23, 2010

so many things on my mind. composing essays in the shower (the only quiet place these days) but no follow-through.
i’ve been here before. time comes around in stages.

without the writing or sewing or time to otherwise be creative i feel at a loss. something is missing.
it’s the paradox of motherhood really. finding a way to [...]

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Love Thyself

February 11, 2010

Today Shutter Sisters challenges you to ask the question: when was the last time you wrote a love letter to yourself? Or just generally spent a little time loving yourself?

For me, it only took a few extra minutes of me-time getting dressed. Some earrings and a moment spent on my hair. More than most days. [...]

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Untitled

January 31, 2010

It felt a little disingenuous, writing yesterday about such a happy thing. Our love story. The quilt which is supposed to remind me, every time I run upstairs to shove a stinky diaper in the bin. Every time I run downstairs to get ice from the freezer to soothe a boo-boo. Every six a.m. wake [...]

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41 Things

January 24, 2010

You absolutely don’t need to know about me:
My favorite smell is ocean

I can not stand the smell of perfume. any perfume.
I don’t have a middle name
I am a creature of habit
I can identify most any dog breed (it’s a gift)
I don’t care for Halloween or Valentine’s Day
I love Thanksgiving
My grandmother once told me that I [...]

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Idle Hands

January 22, 2010

Cooking, sewing, writing, tickling, typing, building, coloring, playing, kneading, comforting, making, tying, knitting, working.

The hands in our house are always busy.
A few of the things keeping my hands busy this week:
the Craft Hope for Haiti Etsy Shop
the Metro New York City Area Modern Quilter’s Guild
a new and improved Roundabout Quilt Pattern (this time I’m including [...]

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Hear Me Roar

January 19, 2010

Sometimes inspiration grabs me and won’t let me go until my shoulders ache from cutting fabric. Until my eyes are watery with squinting at binding stitches. Until I notice a two year old eating corn chips out of the bag. On my bed.

I had that day yesterday.

I finished piecing a quilt. I finished binding another [...]

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Sleeping Babies

January 16, 2010

Last night before going to sleep I crept into Quinn’s room and watched him sleep. It’s among the greatest joys of being a mother—watching one’s child sleep. But last night I needed to touch him.
I took him from his crib (against every rule of motherhood) and carried him to our bed where we lay tangled [...]

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A Celebration List

December 29, 2009

I wrote this last December 31st and it still rings true with me this year.
While considering for a moment what I might resolve for the coming year it occurred to me that such resolutions often seem to serve only one purpose: to remind me of my failures over the past twelve months. So tonight, on [...]

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Lighting the Lights

December 18, 2009

I light the candles for the generations gone
the blessings tie me to them.
I feel their blood in my veins.

I am a child in my parents’ home. Protected.

I understand the tradition
It’s who I am.
I give it to mine and hope they feel
safe.
When I was young I learned the rituals and practiced them because I should.
I do [...]

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